05/02/2025
i saw the demon today.
skin so white with the blackest of eyes.
yet turmoil never came for me. i rebuked her taint.
04/25/2025
days pass and days go.
it is all the same to me. time is wasted. whatever i do.
the only activities that bring me joy are the keys. life is the prison.
04/21/2025
no reason to push on forward.
this space i carved out is as hollow as my heart.
you carved me out both heart and soul. my gorgeous butcher. my twisted punisher.
04/20/2025
today i saw a man smile and it made me sick.
i wrote this code with numb fingers and too much caffeine.
nothing is real. nothing is worth it. except maybe doom wads and distortion pedals.
04/18/2025
why do i bother trying anymore. didn't wake up dead again.
built this site instead. it's not pretty, and that’s the point.
who needs pretty when everything is burning in 8-bit flames?
